Memories + Dreams
information overload
information overload… some days I feel like I’m losing my mind. I just started this blog a week or so ago and already it feels like something I’ve bene doing for years…. which means it is a good time to sit back, think about what i’ve figured out, and speculate about where I want to [...]
Responsibility for words

In previous iterations of this site (1996-2000) the content consisted almost entirely of passages quoted from others. I was particulary fascinated by the way that speculative physical descriptions of the origins of the universe seemed to mesh with, and complement, the ancient gnostic myths about the origins of the universe.
My fear was that if I [...]
The orange ball
OK, I said I was going to write a post about my friend Kevin so here goes.
Kevin was a graphic designer I met at my first web development job. He was about 5 years younger than me and very technically talented. He was from Minnesota so he constantly said shit like “God Bless It!” and [...]
Star Wars
My wife and I drove to see the new Star Wars movie on sunday. I had spent the better part of the previous night and most of that morning trying to get trackbacks to work on this blog but to no avail. I also managed to somehow break my epson 1280 whilst cleaning it with [...]
If he only had a heart
Reading Tim boucher’s blog article Christian (Anti) Occultists & the Urge for Power, I found the telling quote:
in martial arts though: how people get interested in it at an elementary level because they want to be good at fighting - they want power. As they progress though, the true martial artist learns not to [...]
What a lovely dream!
My girlfriend (now wife) had a dream about me a couple of years ago that she shared with me. In the dream, I was some sort of Mercury or Hermes type of figure and I had this magical power - the power of flight. And the catch was that I could not fly myself but [...]
Vehicles
This is a reminder to myself to write a post about my friend Erno, the god-soaked ex-junkie and tattoo pioneer, one of the finest people I’ve ever met and a living Boddhisvata. I’ll bang it out later after I finish writing this $%#^#&*# proposal for work.
Burning Man 1998
I was walking around in the middle of the desert at three in the morning with a friend of mine and we walked past a tent that had giant black lights set up in front of it that made the eyes and teeth of passersby glow purple, like some sort of demonic St. Elmo’s Fire. [...]

